my family

well i wanted to start off by saying that life has really turned out so much different than i ever expected, i always thought that i would have a family but i figured it would be like a movie i guess. you know have the home kids cars and just enjoying. but i think i looked at everything so wrong, i have done many things i am not proud of and trying to move on with our life but its been hard... But i think i realize now that i dont want the movie life i want my life the one with two healthy happy little boys and a great husband... we may not have everything but we have each other and i am very thankful for that ... i am thankful for both my parents they have been there for me when i really needed it... my grandmother who has also been there for me... my sister who has also helped me and true friends that care....well i will get on this tomm and write some more...