a little more about me

i love to write so i hope that this will help me feel better about some things... for starters i have been married for 13 years now and have two wonderful little boys, one just turned seven and the other turnes 5 in december... we are having a party this weekend and i am not ready, i have been a little on the down side lately and trying to stay busy.... which i do now that i got a job at kmart.. ben my husband just started over the road driving which is ok but kinda sucks, you would think after about 1year of him doing this i would get use to it but i just cant and the money has been so so ... its crazy .... well today i got alot done now its time to rest fix dinner and then watch my show ... i know i will write later just wanted to sit down still trying to figure the blogging out ... i am a little confused but i will get the hang of it any advive i will take lol ....